Rectocele - TMI

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Hello all

After discovering a cystocele 6 months ago (when my baby was 6 months old), it seems I have now developed a rectocele which seems worse than the cystocele. Ho hum.....

Anyway, I was improving for 3 months and then at 3 months after I discovered it, things went bad again. Ho hum.....

My question is: when I look down there with a mirror there seems to be two small lumps at the bottom of my vagina (6 o'clcok) near my perinium. They are very close to the entrance of the vagina and I think they've been getting irritated with what I think is a mild case of thrush. I'm just wondering if this is the rectocele. When I look deeper inside it seems there is a small round bulge on the back wall higher up but I'm not sure what the lumps near the entrance are?

Any ideas anyone? My cystocele is definitely not at the entrance and neither of the celes ever have been. I'm really worried that this is it. They are now descending and it's all down hill from here. Despairing a bit that after things improving, I'm now getting much worse.

Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Cheers
fc12

Bit of a worry, eh?

Are the little balls near your perineum coming from the posterior or anterior wall? Put a finger in and have a feel. My cervix used to sit right near my perineum when it was at its lowest point. The vaginal wall was in front of it, with no sign of the cystocele (no room - uterus pushing it forward).

The smaller bulge, higher up, would probably be rectocele.

What happens when you change your posture from WW posture to your old posture?

What happens when you bear down slightly?

What comes down/out more?

What stays where it is?

What happens if you bend deeply from the hips, so your torso in inverted?

And what happens when you come up again?

Louise

Mmmm...so, I've spent some time looking and feeling down there and it seems that the little balls are coming from the back and 'lip' of the vagina. One is definitely not related to the rectocele and the one of the back wall I don' think so either but I'm not as convinced. They both begin very close to the opening of the vagina, not the 'walls' per se.

But looking this closely makes me think that maybe I now have a uterine prolapse as well as I can kind of see a donut thing (but not sure). I guess what is hard is that nothing in there looks like the pictures I've seen in Christine's book and on the internet. There seem to be a few 'balls' of flesh or at least a lot of uneven flesh rather than smooth round bulges.

Not a lot happens when I bear down. I could see a bulge (which I now know is my rectocele) come down slightly but not my cystocele. The 'balls' I mentioned did not move at all -all very strange.

I feel very irritated around the perineum and opening of my vagina. No dragging or pressure but just burning/irritated/pinching sensation. I'm trying to work out whether I may have an infection. Not related to urinating - no problems there - but just around my vulva.

Sorry about the excessive information - I'm just trying hard to see what is going on and it's hard. Hard too, not to get discouraged about everything.

Thanks

Hwy FC12, don't worry about excessive information. It is a bit clearer now. As they don't do much when you bear down, it does seem that the little balls are nothing to do with the prolapse of uterus, rectum or bladder, but it may be related damage, or something else altogether.

It would probably be a good idea to get checked out by a doctor, one who has seen lots of vulvas! At least you know more about the behaviour of the little balls now. Are they symmetrically opposite sides of the vaginal entrance? Do they give you any pain, except for the irritation? The irritation may not be thrush, just simple chafing, so don't jump in to treating yourself unnecessarily. Some nappy rash cream or Vulva Balm might be helpful to get them to settle down. Try going without knickers if you can, so your knickers don't rub them.

Somebody else may chime in. I think I have heard of a similar thing on these Forums.

Cheers

Louise