TODAY IS THE BIG DAY!

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I'm going to the doctor in an hour! I'm really nervous so I thought it might make me feel better to post on here!
I'll let you guys know what happens as soon as I'm out. I'm sure I'll feel terrible and so I'll come on here straight away haha. I'm trying to be positive, but I'll see how I go.
I've never been to this doctor before. I moved to this area about 5 years ago and have never needed a doctor so I never found a good one, I just go to the free ones if I have a cold or something. But I've heard really positive things about this doctor.. (and she costs a fortune) So here's hoping she'll be nice and I won't feel like I'm being rushed out the door. :)

Talk to you guys soon!
**Fingers crossed**
Jessie-girl!

Hi Jessie-girl, Im a great believer that if we have a positive attitude then that reflects on the people around us. and you sound positive, perhaps you can have a little mantra to get you through the waiting. eg a very simple one, like repeating over and over again...I can do it, all is well in my world.Whatever you can think of in a positive way.
I hope this gets to you as ive just logged on and across the world from you..I think ;-)
Lots of hugs and positivity for the next few hours , especially :-)
Keep smiling it makes your body's cells happy too.

Listen, I came home from my first appointment devastated but realize now there was no need for that because what the women tell you here, works so well you will be a new person REGARDLESS of whatever the doctor tells you.

So whatever he/she says, just remind yourself that you will will get back online and see what people have to say here.

I found no matter what comes up, there's someone here with a positive outlook on it, something to do about it, suggestions, advice, help, support. So no matter what, know you'll come back here for the answer, anti-dote, support, whatever.

All that said, I'm supposed to go to the doctor in an hour or so too!!! BUT that period's still going TWELVE DAYS after it's slow start. ug. lol I wish work would call me back to say if I'm starting Monday or not! If I'm not starting Monday I'll wait until Monday for my appointment instead of going on the tail end of my period. I have to say the doctor's being great about waiting for this period to stop. I keep postponing appointments each time like, "Period's still there, need to postpone again!" lol I am physically feeling better each day though, I have to say. The stuck tampon feeling gets slighter and higher day by day for a few days now. : ) And I can honestly forget about POP for quite a few hours in a row now! yay. Thank You, God!! : )

My new problem is I am getting addicted to putting happy faces in my email. ha Those are the kind of things I'd like to be concentrating on instead, please. hee hee

Peace!
csf

Alright Jessiegirl, get back here soon I can't keep my fingers crossed all day :)

thinking of you today. You got this!

Well, Jessie, I hope it went as well for you today as it went for me!

Got to my appointment and right before I went in spoke with the new job which said I can start TUESDAY which is exactly what I wanted so now I am wondering if my boss is in fact reading this site!!! hahah Wouldn't that be funny?

Well, it was perfect today because I got to speak to the doctor and to tell her I am feeling TERRIFIC and to really again recommend this site! I said given time I feel convinced this would reverse itself. I mean I REALLY am feeling terrific today! Normal! GREAT, even.

She didn't skip a beat. She said well then let's try making sure you know how this goes in and out easily and you can try just using the pessary when you feel certain you need it and see if you can just exercise, eat anti-inflamatory, do the rest and see if it does indeed heal.

She was very positive, very open-minded and totally for going holistic. I really think she is a good person and a good doctor.

I felt ecstatic about everything. lol And am home, resting, and losing more weight, and feeling better all the time.

She did mention that she noticed stress plays a big part of POP and that she feels the job will help a lot and does believe that yes, it's possible I'll just get back to normal. Dear God in heaven, thank you. And dear women here, thank you, thank you, thank you for the countless times you made me feel normal and also encouraged. Thank you for the patience, the hints, the advice, the info, the sharing. It has made all the difference to me. I never could have imagined a month ago that I'd be having days of feeling totally normal and hopeful and even happy. And that I'd be going back to work etc and regaining my life back. Thank you.

Jessie, take heed that NO MATTER WHAT you find out today, ANYTHING is possible. And whatever news you find out, we'll all coach you through it. Hoping you come home with wonderful news to share.

Peace!
csf

Hi Jessie Girl

Been thinking of you today. Quite understand if you need some time to yourself to think about how you got on at the doctor's. Just to say that if and when you do need to share, ask questions or anything, all your honorary long distance big sisters are here.

Doubtful x

jessiegirl...I hope your drs appt went well
(((hugs)))