Christine

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Christine, some time back I was reading one of your posts or blog entries and you said something about explaining things again for the millionth time, or something like that. Well, for me, it really helps. I keep learning with each new re-write. For example, it’s only recently that the concept of breath pinning the organs really hit home. I had been doing some breathing exercises so it was just good timing to read that again.

I am now wanting to completely understand how the pelvic fascia is attached--the macro attachments, the micro attachments, the intricacies of it all. Also, so I will be clear, are the vaginal walls part of the fascia, or are they just attached to the fascia and then come loose? I probably should know more than this by now from being here, but I’ve had so much more to deal with than pop. I can only wrap my head around so much at any one time. Also, I know sometimes I confuse you with my wording, sorry if this is the case here. Understanding this is very important to me so I ask for your patience. I do have the new version of your book if this is explained there, just direct me back to it. Thanks so much, Kit

hi kit
I just have a minute now, but thought I'd write a bit anyway
the vaginal walls, the part you can touch, are covered in a skin called epithileum. same as the inside of your mouth. under that, is muscle, which is wrapped in fascia. inside your body, all of your muscles and organs are wrapped in a sheath called fascia. ever look at a piece of raw chicken? know the stuff that isn't fat, but is whitish and clings to the meat? that's fascia.
the fascia is not attached to the muscle so closely that you cannot separate the two, but it is difficult to separate in places. I *think* the fascia does attach to bone and tendon (please correct me christine??) and that's one reason that it is able to provide support.
ha, nature's bladder 'sling'.
the only problem with fascia, is that is heals with scar tissue. so if you cut it, you lose elasticity and stability in the area. which is why a good hand surgeon will tell you that surgery is to be considered a last resort. they know that if the scarring is bad, the fascial sheaths around the tendons in the fingers can shrink, so to speak, and the person can lose mobility. really, the same thing happens all over, its just more obvious in the fingers.
so much for typing just a bit about vagina's, lol.

Hi Kit,

(thanks so much gmom!)

It took me, too, such a long time reading the literature over and over, rolling the images around and around in my head, and then correcting for their misconceptions.
Look at the picture of the endopelvic fascia on page 27. I decided to use that in lieu of words because it is so very explanatory and a lot of us are visual learners. If you desire further minutiae you’ll need to consult a good anatomy book.

As gmom said, the inside of the vaginal walls are covered with epithelium, which is laid down like an accordion and in spirals so that it’s very stretchy. But from the illustration, you can see the outer walls of all the orifices are covered with fascia. You can also see how the fascia then connects onto muscle and bone, muscle and fat filling the large open areas.

I’ve wondered what exactly is popping in the “pop” that several women have described after heavy lifting and before onset or worsening of their prolapse, including Blue recently. And have no way of knowing, but my best guess is that it’s the fascia connecting bladder to pubic bone, just because of the way that area can become stressed in counternutation – the position most women lift from. Louise gave us a marvelous description of how she used to lift as opposed to now, that I absolutely must post permanently.

:) Christine

Hi Kit,

Well, at long last I understand what happened when I had surgery on my pinkie finger! Another insight that these posts have provided for me! About 9 years ago I cut a tendon in my little finger trying to separate frozen steaks, (ladies take it from me...we all do it, but please learn from me and don't!) and I slipped and cut a tendon and couldn't bend the tip of my pinkie finger. The only repair for that is surgery because tendons don't grow back. What a nightmare. I had to keep my finger stable after the surgery, except when in P.T. and the scar tissue in there grew like crazy! I am sure you can guess that the only cure for that was yet another surgery, after which I was fine for a very short time until the scar tissue started growing back, this time worse than the last. The cure...you guessed it...another surgery. I gave up at that point, although I went to many, many doctors for "second" opinions and not one of them could explain what happened the way you did. I just kept getting told that many people build up a lot of scar tissue and the only way to deal with that was through surgery. Had I known all that, I would have just lived with a finger that didn't bend just at the tip. I have lost some mobility, but the worse part is the now permanent bend in my finger.

Is it any wonder I was so opposed to surgery for my prolapse? Maybe it was actually a God send that happened with my finger. It made me very aware of how bad surgeries can go and I'd sure rather have a bent little finger than suffer the things that can happen with surgery from POP.

Thanks for the insight.

Warmest regards,

Mae

Please see my email to Kit...it should have gone to you since you were the one who originally explained fascia to Kit. Or, probably it should have gone to both of you. Bear with me, I'm new to posting and I'm taking in so much information these days! Thank you so much for the information about this. It certainly cleared things up for me about my hand surgery...not to mention how it relates to the vagina and POP!

Regards,

Mae

I'll share a thank you with kit any day

and thank you for your post. sometimes I feel bad about all the off topic rambling I do. good to know someone found it useful : )

Hi Mae, glad you got some good from this topic. It is no small thing when we can put a piece of our own puzzle together. What Gmom says, goes for me too. I’ll sit beside her any day. Hi, by the way, Mae, don’t think we’ve met yet. (smile)

Alrighty then, Christine and Gmom, thank you for the good lessons. So, my questions now---How are the vaginal walls attached? Are they like the cheek and the inside of the mouth. If you clamp the inside of your cheek in your teeth and then pull on the outside of your cheek you can feel it separate…is it like that with the vaginal walls? I read, elsewhere, that the vaginal walls were attached in four places, is that correct? And if so, then is the rest just loose and it’s their stretchiness that helps support them further? And if epithelium is on the side that we can feel, what is on the other side? And how thick are they normally, say in an average weight pre-menopausal woman? I have not been home much, and could not find my book to look at the picture, Christine…but I will, don’t grrrrr at me. (smile) I did spend two hours pouring over anatomy stuff this morning! I am just alive with wanting to learn right now. I am on to something…time will tell just what.

I will be back soon and offer some observations I’ve noted on vulva health, skin color changes, etc. as I’ve traveled my difficult road to better-ness, so I’ll pay you back soon for your help here.

Gmom, I read a post of yours where you were responding to Louise as she had responded to Christine….on a blog I think. Anyway, Louise said Christine’s post had helped her further understand our natural gait. Then you said Louise’s post had helped you and you added our gait was like a figure eight….one day, soon after, I was walking through my house and I just saw it! Clear as day, I saw the figure eight and it had movement like someone was drawing it in the air. The movement was so beautiful and rhythmic with a gentle rotation from side to side! It was the coolest thing. And it is so much more so because of how it evolved through all three of you and became a picture that I could see. Thank you all. Okay, see you soon, Kit

good questions I think. but I really don't know the answers. got me thinking though....

I think the analogy to a cheek is a good one. the muscles of the cheek are attached to bones, and stretched between. a good thing, because the cheek has to be able to accomodate various sized loads (ie food or anything else you might put in your mouth). similar to the vagina. I think the vaginal muscles are also attached to bones, and stretched between, allowing elasticity to accomodate various sized loads (babies or anything else you'd put in there ; ) ).

the difference between the cheeks and the vagina is that the cheeks are the only muscles there. one side is the epithelium (you mouth) the other side is skin (face). the vagina's inside is epithelium, and on the other side of the muscle is some fascia and then I would imagine other muscles in the area. or ligaments. or something. I have to go back to the books and look that one up.

I have no idea how thick a 'normal' vaginal wall is. my guess is that is one of the things kegels can actually do, bulk up the muscle. and that in turn would give the sensation of a tighter vagina (the bulk would take up some space). but I still don't see how that would repositon a prolapsed bladder (not that you asked, just saying).

anyway, I can't wait to hear what you're on to, and I'm glad my figure 8 made sense to you.

Hey Gmom, gracious, I can’t believe I stumped you!! LOL My husband says it comes naturally to me though. He’s always shaking his head and laughing…says I’m his built-in-no-electricity-required-entertainment-system. (smile)

Thanks for futher explaining things to me. If you can direct me to good books, I am surely open to them. Once I 'get it' I will get it solidly, but it is a progression with me. My brain does not see or think in straight lines.

I’m finding I need a good picture of something to realize how to strengthen it. And I’m finding my intuition is taking over once I get the picture in my head. I have litterly raised myself from the ground (or couch) so I know my body pretty well. I am being careful and very respectful of my limits but I am trying new things and new ways everyday--with everything being designed in respect to the Posture. I am so proud of my finally perfecting and relaxing into the Posture.

I don’t know if you saw my post to Alemama, but I was asking her for reference back to something she had said long ago. At least I think it was Alemama. Anyway, it was something to do with Kegals and that you could do vaginal ones and anus ones and then maybe even one in between in some kind of rhythm. I could not do it for the life of me at the time. I started going to PT some time after that and I asked my therapist (really good young girl) if she could teach me how to do it. She stated ‘empathically’ that it was impossible because it was all one muscle. I still had a mountain to climb then so I just completely forgot about it.

Well, you know I have been doing the exercises that I can’t seem to explain to you? Well, they have nothing to do with Kegals, and they have nothing to do with any downward pressure…I am being really smart about it all. A week or so ago I was fooling around with different muscle tensioning and I felt this sweet little twitch. It felt almost sexual. No, it did feel sexual. So I set about to see if I could do it again. IT IS SO EASY! And I can do the anus one too (that one is no where near sexual). The middle one still eludes me. And the front one is not vaginal it is more surrounding the clitoris. And I can do it as soft as blinking my eye. I so want to know if this is what Alemama was talking about.

Another thing: Christine’s bird-like arm movement exercise. If I change it just a bit, then add some arm and shoulder tension I can feel my vagina do a tiny little kegal---soft like a wink feeling—--with every arm movement. The feeling is at the introitus (aren't ya proud of me Louise!!) A vaginal reaction from the arms moving? I never would have believed it.

I am so darn excited. I am amazed that my body could come back from such a brutal falling down. And it seems that the more I zone in on the supplement side, the more I zone in on intricate, subtle exercise, the more I stay in posture, the more I stay positive, the more it responds. And, of course, I am not saying that what I’m doing will lift the bladder…but I do believe that I am learning that it all has to work together. Every system will work to strengthen its sister system in much the way we strengthen each other here at WW.

Your figure eight did not just make sense to me. It was poetry in motion!

Christine, please reach through my excitement and give me some Science that I can draw from. I need to see the vaginal walls and their support system like a picture. I can go and get my information elsewhere, but there is a trust factor here that I don’t feel elsewhere. How can I believe they are right about some things, when you have pointed out how wrong they are about others?

Much love to all, Kit

Hi Kit. I think you might find the picture helpful if you can put your hands on my book. And remember – although the illustration is one-dimensional, the entire pelvic interior is vertically oriented from front to back. If you want to try to think of it in terms of words, the lower third of the vagina is connected laterally to each levator ani (pelvic floor muscle); the middle third to the levators as well (lower and middle vagina have the same axis as pf muscles); and the upper third connected to the ‘cardinal ligaments’, which continue toward the back to form the uterosacral ligaments ultimately attaching to the spine. The vagina is continuous with the cervix, which together form a right angle placing the uterus at the front of the body behind the lower abdominal wall.

On the other (lateral) side of the pf muscles is the sidewall of the bony pelvis and the ‘arcus tendineus’ – a sinewy structure like a curtain rod that runs along the wall from pubic bone to ischial spine. It is classically taught that the pelvic floor muscles are connected to the bottom of this structure and the obturator internus muscles to the top. The reason (which is all explained in the book) you can feel your vagina move when you make large circles with your arms is because these fascial structures are indeed all connected.

However, the pelvic anatomy is not always as cut and dried as this. Here’s what a well-respected international team of reconstructive pelvic surgeons have to say on the matter.

“As far as lateral stabilizers of the vagina are concerned, one hears a lot about the so-called paravaginal defect, which is likely to be present in 30-40% of cases with genital prolapse. In actual fact, anchorage of the lateral edge of the vagina to the pelvic sidewall is debatable. The arcus tendineus is not a constant structure. Neither is the pelvic fascia. At least, it is more than easy in normal cases to detach the vagina from the pelvic sidewall by means of gentle digital pressure and this disruption, which is performed during radical hysterectomy does not result in genital prolapse.”

I do not know the thickness of the vaginal wall or fascia.

:) Christine

Thank you so much, Christine, for taking your time to explain this to me. I will dive into it more on Monday. I found my book, by the way. It was under my bed. I intend to read it again next week. I think I will understand it better now.

I do understand about the fascial structures being connected. And it is so easy to get why the arm circles are such good exercise.

I've been wondering about the Pop you mentioned. I know Blue talked about it, and I think I remember Zelda mentioning it, as well. I could be wrong there though. Still, as I was working in the yard today, it sure kept me careful. It's amazing what one of us will say that will benefit another...we never really know what it might be that will help. That's the beauty in there being so many voices...we each bring something a little different to the whole.

I look forward to your Firebreathing dvd. Happy Mother’s Day. Thanks again, Kit

Hi fellow wholewomen

You know, a fundamental truth just occurred to me. Every time Christine explains pelvic anatomy to us she is addressing a different audience; one that has assimmilated the previous explanations and is now asking different, more sophisticated questions, and pointing out nuances that then feed back into Christine's thinking to prepare her for the next telling.

Each explanation is like reading a good novel again from cover to cover. At each reading the reader picks up new information, new subplots, new aspects of each character. What's more, when you know the ending of novel you read the beginning (next time you read it) with different eyes; eyes that know what happens on the last page. Then Members chime in and tell the story through the eyes of a different character, which gives the story new depth again.

The fact that there are so many misleading illustrations and explanations of the female pelvic area and its functions makes it just like wiping the slate clean and going back several centuries and figuring it out, all over again. We do have most of the pieces of the puzzle from the existing anatomical illustrations and descriptions, but we can no longer rely on the completeness or correctness of them, so we have to complete the new model for ourselves, inserting some of the old puzzle pieces and adding new ones.

The difference is that few of us has access to the cadavers we need for the dissections to work out properly what is going on in that mysterious cave, and cadavers are notoriously difficult to deal with because they won't stand upright, let alone in Wholewoman posture. ;-) We don't even have the advantage of standing in a room together and figuring it out with each other.

Newbies, please tell us if you don't understand something we are talking about. Some of us have been rabbiting on with Christine for years about this stuff!

Please buy the second edition of Saving the Whole Woman as well. It contains all the illustrations that we refer to in these discussions, and all the background theory. It will make your understanding, and therefore your progress, much quicker. It also means that you are equipped with the basic information needed to assimilate the finer points that are developing day by day as we discuss them here.

Cheers

Louise

Apart from loving the talk of fascia in this old thread, I found a reference to the 'popping' sound that I remembered reading about in these forums in some of my meanderings (yes, I am pouring over some very old posts!)
From Chrsitine's post:
"I’ve wondered what exactly is popping in the “pop” that several women have described after heavy lifting and before onset or worsening of their prolapse, including Blue recently. And have no way of knowing, but my best guess is that it’s the fascia connecting bladder to pubic bone, just because of the way that area can become stressed in counternutation – the position most women lift from."
Any other comments? Off to look at Blue and Zelda's posts now...

I have never experienced that pop, though I did experience something like a painless tearing sensation on the right, quite deep in my pelvis towards the back, at one point, before I learned not to strain on the toilet. My POPs seemed to get worse after that incident. I could have kicked myself when it happened. Needless to say I didn't strain at all after that, but discovered splinting as an aid to evacuating. Now I don't even need to do that!

Louise

Aza,

Hey, check out this photograph of what I was envisioning in this old thread. It’s a fresh cadaver dissection of the pubourethral ligaments that connect the bladder to the pubic bones. S.P stands for symphysis pubis; P stands for pubourethral ligament; and L.A. stands for levator ani, or pelvic floor muscles. The bladder has been pulled back for easier visualization.

I think it’s a pretty safe bet that stretching of these structures plays at least some role in the development of cystocele. If they were acutely stretched under pressure - i.e. heavy lifting with the tailbone tucked under - the ligament could very possibly “pop”. This doesn’t mean it would rip off the bone, but dislocate like many other ligaments.

I suppose it’s as plausible an explanation as any. Maybe at some future time we will know more.

Cheers,

Christine

I find the wording for all the anatomy stuff confusing and not really able to visiualize it due to the confusion. I am sure I will for sometime until I can wrap my head around all this. It's not as though I have been looking/reading/dealing with this as long as some of you others. But.....I too had a similar feeling. Although mine felt more like a PAINFUL tearing (instead of a pop). I had been running, and then sneezed super hard. I felt it right then. It hit from the left to the right, right above the hairline in the lower tummy area. Almost like something ripped??? I even invision now, that that is exactly what happened although I don't know for sure. All I do know is I did not notice the bulges in my vagina until after the tearing sensation day. I only know that I hadn't noticed because I was checking on a stitch from my tear from the birth of my daughter. It took forever to "fall" off & I was trying to keep an eye on it. Also, I was wondering, with birth of my 2nd daughter, I tore UP toward the clitoris, not DOWN toward the rectum. Is that normal?? Karla

I have been thinking of this board myself, any ideas. Good or bad for cys, rec or other prolapse. I almost think it would not be good. Any thoughts.

Rosebud, I know what you mean. We all got a terrible cough this winter and it didn't help the prolapse any. There were nights I was up coughing so hard I thought I might pass out. And there were several times I sneezed and felt like something was tearing.

Heavenly, before I discovered WW I saw one of the most dramatic improvements of a significant cystocele in a woman who spent a lot of time kegaling while laying on her belly on one of her kids jungle gym slides with her face at the ground and her bum at the top of the slide. It seemed to give her an added boost to get the cele where she wanted it and then strengthen things around it while it was in place.