hello and some questions

Body: 

Hello everyone. About five weeks I noticed my cervix protruding out of my vagina a week after I delivered my second daughter. It was an unmedicated, fairly easy birth. However, I'd had two previous D&Cs and a difficult labor (prolonged second stage and vacuum extraction) with my first daughter and figured these were the major contributing factors. All the confidence I felt about my body and the post birth euphoria evaporated. When I searched the web for answers all I found was surgery and hysterectomy. I went to bed feeling devestated and I didn't sleep more than a few minutes that night. When I saw my midwife the next morning my cervix apparently had returned to its normal position and she told me to do kegels and not to worry. A physical therapist I saw the next week told me the same. I was reassured but still concerned and wished there was more I could do. I've ordered the book and video and look forward to reading/doing them - though I'm wondering how I'll find the ti