Feeling disheartened

Body: 

I'm at 10.5 months pp and just came back from a three week visit home that left me totally exhausted and back to not being able to get through the morning breakfast routine without feeling heavy and bulgy. I had been doing so well... We were supposed to take a little family vacation next week, but decided not to since I can't walk for long periods at this point.

What's the deal with these sea sponges people keep talking about?

Should I try to get fitted for a pessary?

I'm pretty sure I have a cystocele.

sorry that you're having a worse time
could you be pg? are you still bf? could you be ovulating?
or maybe you really just overdid it while away.
try not to get too down about it, we all have periodic exacerbation of symptoms.
see if some extra tlc and firebreathing doesn't start moving things to a better place in a few days.

never used the sea sponges or pessary so I can't help you out there.

(((hugs)))