Newbie Here...Just wanted to say hello

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Just wanted to say hello. My name is Rose and three weeks ago my bladder dropped. It is peeking out of the vag and I am truly scared. Have seen a GYN doc and of course she is pushing surgery. Only prob is I had a pre-Op exam and it showed heart issues. Also have suystemic allegic reations with auto immune probs. Being tested for Lupus and RA Oct. 5th. So happy to find this site. Have ordered the WW bundle. Praying it is delivered soon. I have spent my days crying. Afraid to walk of stand for any period of time. Also forgot to mention I have suspected IBS-D or UC which has kicked in with a vengence. Could not have colon scan due to allegic reation to the prep pack. I am literally living in the potty. I am considering a pessery, but my first fitting was so painful that I am afriad to try again. Well enough of my horror story. Wishing everyone a fine day with hope and returing good health.