Bladder surgery

Body: 

I found the tag that went around my wrist for my bladder surgery in March 22 2010. I had a moment of a lot of tears because it reminded me of the bad choice I made. I saw a urogynecologist and she recommends that I have my colon fixed, remove my uterus, and re tack up my bladder. I been refusing to do that even though I have a lot of pain from my colon prolapse. My bladder surgery failed and now I have a lot of bladder accidents that I didn't have before surgery. I been in pt and that has help me floor get a little stronger.

Queenbean, thanks for posting this. My heart goes out to you as you struggle with your current difficulties. It might be wise to not look back too much. Hindsight is a powerful tool, but it can take us to places we are better to sidestep for our own sanity. Be gentle on yourself.

L