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Hello ladies.
So, I have been out of work for a long time but have a job interview next week. I am overwhelmed with emotion because I am afraid I will lose my milk production and will no longer be able to nurse baby.
I am worried also about my cystocele getting worse if I have to be on my feet all day long.
How did everybody cope?
I really need some support. I feel terrible.

There will always be other jobs, never will your baby be a nursling again.
and if you can't wait, then know that you can nurse and work- it's just complicated and requires a level of dedication that my lazy breastfeeding self can not swing :)
The work we do to improve prolapse happens on our feet. Alternating the work with rest is a balance. If you can maintain the balance, there is no reason your cystocele will get worse.
I find that when I am uneasy with a potential option it's usually not the right one for me in my life at that time. Trust yourself. If you are feeling terrible maybe there is good reason for it.

Alemama is right, being on your feet all day can be OK (you would have breaks, right?). But to make this work, you need to be able to stay in posture. You are relatively new at this and I am wondering where you are in the learning curve of making posture a habit. There is also the issue of what other types of demands might be made on your body in this job…..things that make it difficult to stand and move in posture?

I had to return to work when both my babies were still nursing. I was able to pump milk during the day for them to drink the following day when I was at work. Whenever I was home, they nursed exclusively. My milk supply was fine. It was a lot of effort, but I was running on adrenaline in those days! With my second, the pumping was done almost exclusively in my car. I know that I was lucky to have positions in those days that allowed for this private time during the day. Not everyone has this. If you are thinking of trying it, I recommend two pumps (do both sides at once) that can run on batteries if necessary. - Surviving

I can not wait. We have been trying to live off one income and it's not cutting it. It is an interview for a job that will provide benefits as well so this could potentially be a good thing.
If I could wait I most certainly wouldn't be looking.
I have a good stash already but I guess my body will adjust during the day while I'm not nursing, just how it adjusted to not so many nighttime feedings.

It's good news about standing helps with the posture! I'm pretty much sitting all the time finding myself slouching.
Thank you once again.

then that is a sign that you will be ready for it, and feel more able to do it, when the time is right. Feeling guilty for being at home with your nursing baby is never a good reason for deciding to go back to work, interview or not. Take care.

Louise