Why the Fuss

Body: 

Well I cried again for 2 days. The pain in my neck came back full force the other day (another problem I have). Of course before I was diagnosed I was pushing down on my pee to come out thinking that I would empty my bladder fully. Well I pushed my bladder out of my vagina. Making things worse. So here I am a little petty party I am. I am trying to move on. But I needed to share this with someone/some forum that understands. When I stay busy I am better off. The WW position is helping and I am looking in the mirror so I don't over do it. Just needed to share.
Thanks

I'm sorry you are in pain. I'm sorry you are crying.

My sadness comes and goes. I think it is all part of the grieving process as we work through this unbelievable situation!

I have scoliosis so I get back pain. It makes living in WW Posture more challenging, too. Not horrible scoliosis, but enough to add another layer of discomfort. :(

My issue isn't bladder emptying, but bowel emptying. Last night I felt so constipated since I didn't poop much that day and was scared to strain too much. I ate a ton of winter squash for dinner (literally, I think a ton) and after a cup of coffee this morning I had some relief!

I pray you get some relief, too. I don't have any advice, just sympathy.

Hi Mika, sorry for your pain. Had you stopped bearing down to pee, and then you started to do it again? Take heart. Work hard on posture and good habits. Try all the different combinations of peeing positions that there are. If we didn't have setbacks, we would have no way of knowing that we can recover from them! - Surviving

Well I think it is hind site and I need to share with someone that would understand. I am sad about the lose of my body. I also used to come home and lay on the heating pad of course on my back. No I do not bear down on peeing now. I am still new and waiting on the dvd.....but still trying to do the WW posture. I need time to grieve over everything. I think I am also lucky to be able to afford to try and do this...by affording to buy the dvd's.
Thanks

Thanks it is very hard......grieving my body....but I am also lucky to be able to afford to buy the dvd's and trying them. Still waiting on them to come.