Saved my life

Submitted by Wantmylifeback on June 22, 2013 - 4:27pm
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Hi! I am still new but felt an overwhelming urge to post the major positive turn around that WW has made in my life!! These past 3 weeks have been some of the most important weeks I've ever been through!! When I first learned that I had rectocele cystocele n stage 3-4 uterine prolapse I was devastated, to put it gently! I felt abused by the medical system n I felt violated by my dctrs. I felt like I was disfigured n ugly! I was embarrassed n deeply wounded! I didn't know who to turn to. I was alone. I had lost every single member of my family to different things throughout my childhood. My husband loves me wholeheartedly but didn't understand what to do for me bc I didn't know what to do for me!! THANK GOD FOR WHOLEWOMAN!! WW posture,website, forum, n ALL the moderators here SAVED MY LIFE!! I found this site n frantically searched for a detailed description of the posture n started implementing it immediately n constantly!! I got up my nerve n posted my questions! The love n compassion n truthful knowledge I received have changed every aspect of my life!! I am no longer scared, I am informed! I am no longer alone, I am part of a group, a movement for women worldwide, something so special!! I am working everyday at becoming the strong educated beautiful WHOLE WOMAN I've always wanted to be!! I know I am still learning but I am loving every minute of it! I look forward to checking the site everyday to see what else I can learn!! I am in a completely different place emotionally, spiritually, mentally n health wise than I was 4 wks ago bc of Christine n her work! I want to thank Surviving n Fab n Louise especially! All the women here have helped me but they have done the most! Surviving I admire u! U helped me accept myself n I wish I knew you in "real" life! You are an extraordinary person n ur friends r lucky to have you!! Fab ur advice has changed my life! Everything you've told me to do has helped me n your way with words is so special! U r a lyrical genius n I hope u have had something published bc u r talented beyond talent!! Louise ur kind words have been soothing to my wounded spirit n u helped me to feel welcome when I felt so alone! I am blessed to be a part of this n just wanted to express my infinite gratefulness!!

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Surviving60

June 22, 2013 - 4:47pm

Well WMLB, what can I say? The honesty and fresh, heartfelt perspective that you have brought to this forum cannot be described, it must be experienced! You are an amazing woman who has fought her way through some pretty tough stuff to get where she is today. WW has helped, but you did it yourself, girlfriend! We are so blessed to be a part of that for you. Your posts, each and every one, has added to much to our mission here. Lots of love and hugs - Surviving

want2know

June 22, 2013 - 5:37pm

You are special WMLB. Because of your honesty and your questions, some of us who are even newer on the forum than you are have had the courage to dive straight in!!

Although it seems like my problems are much less than many of the women on here, I can see that the changes I am making will help me avoid the pitfalls that are set out for us in society and in the medical field.

Without this forum, I would probably have put myself totally in the hands of the medical people to do with me what they felt was best. Because of this forum, I am much better informed and ready to work things through with the help of WW teaching.

HUGS to all

fab

June 22, 2013 - 8:48pm

your quickness and accuracy of perception Wantmylifeback and your open, warm , gracious ways, it’s a pleasure.

There's nothing quite like the empowerment of being informed and being in charge, good for you want2know.

Wantmylifeback

June 25, 2013 - 5:31pm

Thank y'all so very much for your sweet n supportive responses!! I woke up this morning w a terrible stomach virus!! I had to rush to the toilet at 4am n everything started expelling from both directions!!! Amidst all the projecting body fluids I started thinking," how am I ever going to keep my uterus bladder n rectum inside while vomiting n having diarrhea?" I kept my WW posture the ENTIRE time, which was NOT easy in the least!! I tried to take turns as much as possible! When expelling from below I kept my lumbar curve n leaned forward w legs open wide to make sure my organs were trapped over my pelvic bone! When expelling from the top I jumped onto all fours (hands n knees)on the floor still holding correct lumbar curvature, which was not easy either, and threw up into a bucket!! I'm sorry for the gross descriptions but my point is where there's a will there's a way n no matter how hard it was for me to keep my proper lumbar curve I still did it!!! And the AMAZING thing to me was that NONE OF MY ORGANS FELL OUT!!!!! So I am very sorry for the disgusting details but I couldn't wait to share about how proud I was!! Very sick, but VERY proud!!! I again wanted to express my overwhelming gratitude for all the support and love and treasured knowledge I have received from y'all amazing n dedicated women!!

Surviving60

June 25, 2013 - 6:06pm

WMLB, no one tells a story like you do. Love this one!!!! Folks, if this relative newbie can do what she just described while maintaining lumbar curvature, well, that just proves that this posture is meant to be lived in, always and forever no matter what you're doing. An attack like this would have been a prolapse setback for some. Congrats and thanks again for getting to the real nitty-gritty of what this is all about! Love you! - Surviving

want2know

June 25, 2013 - 6:30pm

The things we do to make sure that our 'body parts don't fall out!!'

I don't know if I would have had the presence of mind to do it, but now we know it can be done.

:-)
w2k

Wantmylifeback

June 26, 2013 - 1:47pm

I know I've said it before n I will say it a million times more I'm sure, surviving your support n approval has changed my life! I was so scared n walked around on eggshells until I found whole woman n got the knowledge I so desperately needed to maintain my life n health!! I'm so glad Christine decided to do this forum bc the guidance n support I've received from surviving n others here has ultimately been responsible for a massive emotional n spiritual turn around in my life!! Christine has given me the knowledge n surviving n other women here have given me the support to go with it! Altogether I have received everything I need to carry on in my life w a more positive outlook and the ability to be the woman I've always wanted to be!!! Thank y'all again!!!