Checking in

Hi Everyone,

I've missed you all! I had to take a computer break. Somehow, the time on the computer was draining needed energy which needs to be channeled elsewhere. Also, I found I was getting too focused on thinking of my condition pathologically.

I wanted to check in.

First, I'm so thrilled to hear, granolamom, that you are pregnant!!! YAHOO!! Wow, that made my day when I checked in. I secretly have baby #4 cravings myself. Don't know for us, but so glad for you!! So sorry you are having morning sickness. Check out "Morningwell" on google. They have an audio cd (binural beat technology) that really helped me, and I had 9 mos of ms with all three kids.

I feel I'm moving to a new level in healing. Once I asked the question, "How do you live well with prolapse?"

I'll sum it up this way. Two weeks ago we took a family vacation to the high Sierras. Baby (16 mos) didn't want daddy to carry him in the back carrier on the way out from our hike, so guess who did it? ME! Yea, no problem. I carried him up hills and over dale and it was awesome. And, not to mention the incredible hikes we took on abandoned railwoods high on the cliffs and to lakes encircled by granite rock.

Then, my dream has been to be able to play at the playground with my daughters. I have told my daughter to envision me doing all the things she would like to do with me. Then, we went to the park, she asked me to play tag, and I did it. I RAN around with her for an hour, and I felt great. It was a milestone.

I am healing. I feel hope rather than fear. I feel strong and powerful.

I plan to check in, but am still taking a sabbatical from daily computer use.

I hope all are well and continue to inspire others.

For me, I will always be grateful for Christine, her materials, her inspiration and instruction, and for all of you who travel a similar path.

by the way, the dvd exercises are still instrumental in my healing program. I didn't do them for a couple of days and I noticed!

HEALINGS AND BLESSING TO ALL!

Marie