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Just wondered how you were doing? In your last post you were a bit upset by things feeling much worse all of a sudden and you are usually always around. Hadn't heard from you and wanted to check you were o.k.?

A

You guys have been writing up a storm ! I'm so tired these days I'm kind of flat-line by the time
I get here. But I recently saw the movie "What the Bleep do we Know !?" and I highly recommend it.
It has a similar concept as "the Secret". Quantum Physics and the power of positive thought
and perception. We "CREATE" our reality...
"What the Bleep.." goes into the cellular level of how our emotions condition
the cells to make more receptors for prevailing emotions. A concept I found just a
bit disturbing after my past year of extreme grief and anger... Very motivating that's for sure.
Check it out, it made quite a bit of sense to me. I would love to hear your thoughts.
Zelda

I still have an unreasonable fear of death... But maybe as I age it will lessen as it is not as bad as it was when I was younger - So maybe...

Maybe this is cos of being a control freak - And that is out of my control - Maybe thats why things like this get to me? lol

Also - My mother also has what I have (Same disability) - Her POP never 'exited' Her main problem was rectocele but she has had constipation issues her whole life which I believe has been the main contributor to this...
And my disability is not Me - So Posture is what I am doing, and hopefully over time I will win the battle :-)
Only time will tell on that one. But I also believe that there may be a way to strengthen systems that may be in need of help. That may be a way to go to give me a focus lol

I had the POP before and got it back to relatively normal, and my disability is better in alot of ways not worse. So... Lets hope this is just a bad patch - Alot of people who have what I have do not go on to be totally dependant - My mother isn't though she is in a bad way - Arthritis is what has got her not this. They said she would be in a wheelchair by the time she is 50... Well she got to ten plus years past that and is only in one when out and about cos of the Arthritis in her back so I say to myself ''What to THEY know'' :-)

I will be seeing what roads this new chapter of ME takes me on :-)
I have noticed that Multivitimins make me feel better a bit - But I continually forget to take them :-( (Gonna put note on bathroom mirror methinks) Eating properly helps - But I can forget that also (Hey no idea why I am fat and I canmiss a meal without even noticing lol) Drinking - Well if it wasn't for these new minute maid apple and mango drinks - I could easily forget to drink totally (Bar at dinner when its a habit to have a meal and a drink) I rarely if ever feel thirst. And I know that is bad...

So it's prolly all my fault (Usually is lol)

Sue
*Those typos were not me, it's my cyber Typostalker*

Look into the eyes - They hold the key!
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Sue - You are cracking me up with your 'typo' comments - literally laughing out loud! What a good sense of humor you have!
Goldfinch

Well if something is putting these typos in my text - Can't be me as I would se them before I clicked submit surely - lol

Sue

*Typos made by a defective bit of html my keybodge keeps adding when I'm not looking*

Look into the eyes - They hold the key...
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