I'm dreading Monday

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So I went to see my gyn on Tuesday. She is sending me to the colorectal surgeon next Monday. He is going to do a flexible sigmoidoscopy. I had that special treatment 4 years ago and I am dreading it!!!!!!! I am worried what the enema prep will do to my POPs. I am scared ladies. Scared, I tell you!! My only comfort is in knowing that once this test is over I can rule out anything serious as causing my spasms/pain. I hope I will not be in need of fissure or hemroid surgery. My rectocele has caused both of these conditions to be chronic.

I am also going to get fitted for a pessary in 2 weeks. I am happy about that. I really like my dr. She said surgery is never a good option unless you are stage 4. She told me it always leads to more surgery(often after 2-5 years), and at my age(39) that is not a good option. She also said a per son with a baby to lug around would not be a good candidate for surgery. I was glad to have so much info from Christine going into this.

Anyway, think of me Monday ladies. I'll be on a table with a hose 25 inches up my ......................!

i don't have much wisdom, just to say good luck & try to relax. do lots of breathing. be sure they know your passage may not be as straight as they might assume. and remember you don't have to make any decisions then and there about anything.

re fissure / hems--i really really recommend Neem oil. it's smells horrible till it dries, but has been quite miraculous for me. i get constant fissures (every few weeks) and they weren't healing before. with the neem oil they heal much faster. i use Neem and aloe vera and it really helps heal them quickly (and i've been using Neem ongoingly and have less fissuress--if i'd just not eat any chocolate or dairy i'd probably have none!)
also supposed to help with hems.

take care!!!

i don't have much wisdom, just to say good luck & try to relax. do lots of breathing. be sure they know your passage may not be as straight as they might assume. and remember you don't have to make any decisions then and there about anything.

re fissure / hems--i really really recommend Neem oil. it's smells horrible till it dries, but has been quite miraculous for me. i get constant fissures (every few weeks) and they weren't healing before. with the neem oil they heal much faster. i use Neem and aloe vera and it really helps heal them quickly (and i've been using Neem ongoingly and have less fissuress--if i'd just not eat any chocolate or dairy i'd probably have none!)
also supposed to help with hems.

take care!!!

I'm going to the colorectal dr. on the 16th. I am not excited. What is the first visit like? I've been having horrible bm issues. Consip/soft mush back and forth.

just wanted to say we'll be thinking of you tomorrow...

Thanks Kiki. I really appreciate the support. My husband is taking me so I don't have to drive home after the scope. The cramping can be fairly bad for about an hour after.

How was it? How are you feeling? Are you okay?

was thinking of you today, thought I posted earlier, but don't see it.
so, how did it go?
hope you're feeling ok

Well, I made it through! The enemas were the worst part. They triggered my levator muscles to spasm twice(made worse by anxiety, I'm sure). I had a flexible sigmoidoscopy and an anoscope. It all took about an hour. The good news is my colon is clean and the whole experience, while it was painful, did not make my rectocele any worse. Hopefully the spasms will calm down today. I had a total of five of them yesterday.

Thanks for the support!

I'm sorry I'm just replying to your question about a first visit to colorectal. It's been a crazy week. This was not actually my first visit, but it really wasn't any different than the first time I went. I had to arrive early for enema prep. After 2 enemas the doctor came in and did a digital exam. Then he scoped me with the flexible sigmoidoscopy. It scopes about 25 inches of your colon. It is very uncomfortable(but really no worse than the enema prep). After that I had an anoscope to look for fissures, etc. Then you can get dressed and the doctor comes back in to talk to you. There might be some cramping after the scope(or maybe you won't get scoped). It only lasts about an hour at most. All in all, it's worse thinking about it than actually having it all done. I'm glad mine is over and I will be thinking of you on Monday. Please let us know how you make out.

P.S. It's been 5 days since I had mine and my rectocele is no worse(praise God).